Better?

I don't know what to even say. I have had so many thoughts, shed needless, stupid tears over things out of my control. And yet, all I can do is try harder.

I don't quite understand why. But it's true. It's what I do. All I can do is follow what I feel is right, whether or not it ends up with me hurt once again. Because if I don't, chances are it will hurt even more than if it backfired.