Ugh

I’m making sure that I make my mark on society today, before I go and take a nap and sleep away my sickness.

Today, I feel like crap. I’m not hungry, I’m exhausted, goofy but physically and emotionally run down.

I guess it doesn’t help that when I was handed the directions to our class trip in Saturday, we’re taking the exact route that Josh takes when he comes up here. And to make matters worse, we’re going straight through Martinsville. I guess it will be a test for me – how bad it hurts when I go through there and not see him to know my exact feelings for him since I waver on them so badly, mainly because I am scared death to admit anything and be hurt yet again.

I would love it if he decided to come up tonight after his class though, like he talks about.

It would definitely make me feel better.

Anyway, going to take a nap now – good by conscious world!